For the first time in my life, I really feel like silly gal.

Was having weird dreams lately and I realised that I must be too worried about my new roomie. Nope, she hasn't shift in yet, so I've yet to meet her..

It's super silly to worry over something which you can't control I guess.

What will be, will be.

But I really can't help it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh~~~~

posted by qiumqium | 2:48 PM | 0 comments

Saw an A5 sized piece of paper on top of my desk when I returned to my room after lessons.

I'm going to have a new roomie!!!

Hmmm... I wonder what she's like?? All I know now is that she's older than me by 1 year.. Hopefully she's a nice one...

Praying hard.

posted by qiumqium | 4:28 PM | 2 comments

my school mates =P 

posted by qiumqium | 4:26 PM | 0 comments

We went to the Dog Run in West Coast Park before heading for Mac's. The dogs there are all pretty tame and dog owners are great too =) Super friendly. Here's my favourite dog there on friday evening 

posted by qiumqium | 4:22 PM | 0 comments

Went to Serene's birthday party held at Macdonald's in West Coast Park. Had a lot of fun, though everyone was wearing the party hat and playing kids' games.. Kind of miss the good old days. 

posted by qiumqium | 4:18 PM | 0 comments

From him =) I'm refering to Tiger, not the spoon nor mug =P 

posted by qiumqium | 11:38 AM | 0 comments

I should have just camped in lab.

Argh. This week was plain exhausting. The lab work itself wasn't that bad I guess.. ( tried transfection and cell freezing today) But the results don't seem to be easy to get though. Plus the waiting time just sucks. >.< Suddenly I became super impressed with the researchers who practically live in the lab. They are seriously patient and dedicated to their interest. Nothing beats their never-say-impossible spirit I think.

I realised too, that I can never be a good researcher. I don't enjoy staring at cells and praying for their growth, mutating cells, extracting proteins and neither do I feel inserting a mutant gene into a mouse is justifiable since it's for the benefits of mankind.

Nope.

Research is definitely out for me.

I will rather be working with huge living things that can express their feelings and thoughts, either verbally or physically.

posted by qiumqium | 8:46 PM | 0 comments

Woke up at 630am today.

Brain dead and eyes hardly open.

Switch on my computer to play the music " Say Forever".

Open my door and found that there's no living things around besides me.

It was so quiet, except for the background music from my com.

Dragged myself to the toilet.

Need to reach lab at 730am.

posted by qiumqium | 6:54 AM | 0 comments

How much do you know about snails?

Except the times you see them being baked under the sun, or crawling out from the mud to play in the rain, or when you see them on your dining table?

Read an article recently that informed me that snails are hermaphrodites, that is, they produce both sperms and ova. I wonder why I haven't thought of that before. Since you can't differentiate male from female from their physical appearances.

Hee, just wondering if I'm the last person on earth to realise this =P

posted by qiumqium | 3:46 PM | 2 comments

Happy Birthday Zhanrui!!! =) I'm really sorry ya, for not giving you any solid presents or cards. Anyway, do enjoy the day in any possible ways ya... =) I know there's a lot of things that you really want to accomplish, so you must continue to jia you ya.. May all your dreams come true =) Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 

posted by qiumqium | 3:34 PM | 1 comments

to you:

please don't talk to me or look for me in msn just because you want some answers to the com practical. The feeling really sucks. It's like buying tissue and dumping it after you have used it. Seriously, I can't believe you are doing this to me.. It's disappointing.

to others:

it's really ok for you not to chat or smile at me just because you are trying to be nice. Don't. I just want to know genuine people with genuine good feelings about me, who really care and wants to know me.

Thanks.

posted by qiumqium | 7:53 PM | 0 comments

曲名：我就是这样 歌手：范玮琪 专辑：真善美

精疲力竭摊在沙发上，心情很烦口很干，

没有多余力气再对抗，只好远离这混乱。

太危險，焦虑的火焰就要翻过寂寞的围墙，

夜昏暗，有太多心碎全因为感情使然。

不敢想，別问我将来，我没打算，快乐或悲伤不怕你看穿，

別惹我，除非你喜欢上我的野蛮。 不勉强，冷眼看孤單，我早习惯。

讨厌或喜欢，我不会有隐瞞，爱不轻易退让，我就是这样。

曾渴望有人能解我心伤，陪我看月亮， 带著我飛翔，将我所有爱释放。

我的脾气不好又倔强，我的想法很主观，

不甘日子过的太平淡，又不想自找麻烦。

我常幻想有一天，爱会翻过佈滿荊棘的围墙，超浪漫， 现实中誰愿为爱遍体鱗伤？

posted by qiumqium | 3:58 PM | 0 comments

Challenged my own physical and mental limits today =)

Woke up at 430am to join my friends at Esplanade to run for NTU's 50th anniversary run. Thought it was pretty meaningful event, and besides I never run in the CBD area before. And on top of that, I'm running with my NTU friends. =) Xingyi, Meiling, Jieying and Doris =)

We ran from Esplanade to Marina Bay. The scenery was pretty great and we could all see the sun rise. I really wonder how my body manage to drag itself to Esplanade early on a Sunday morning.

Went back home straight after the run, bathed and went to join Guohui, Jingda, and Hongye at Lot 1 for Klunch. The food was pretty ok actually =) can't really sing the songs properly due to my tiredness... ha ha.. was struggling to keep my eyes open too.

I realise there's a lot of wonderful guys around me. But the problem is, they are not attached. I wonder why??

posted by qiumqium | 8:31 PM | 0 comments